No one can hurt you now
So I been thinking… I think I want to paint my room gray, not entirely, just two walls and one with horizontal stripes or maybe wallpaper? Also want to paint nightstand, tv stand, and bookshelf because they so ugly looking. I want to try grungy/distress look on the nightstand, a dark gray on the tv stand, and white on the bookshelf with some pattern scrap booking paper or wallpaper inside the shelf. Also hope I can buy some new pieces like a big mirror I can lean against the wall, a comfortable chair or bench or love seat to watch tv, and a new desk. I guess I just want to redesign my whole room lol think I been reading too much better home magazines but there is nothing else to do? … ugh my desk chair just broke as I was writing this! Ok add new desk chair to that list of things I need/want. Hope I can do all of this with $300? probably not.. oh and also I want a bike.. ugh

I had a dream where all the photos were hanging on trees and me and you were looking for the perfect scene
I had a dream where I got lost and I couldn’t find my way so I looked for your photo but it didn’t exist
I had a dream where you couldn’t sleep and you tossed and turned all night calling out my name
I had a dream where it rained all day and all night but it didn’t rain under the tree I was under
I had a dream where you wanted to cuddle but you were in bed with another and you felt uncomfortable
I had a dream where I was reading a romance and I read “he held her all night as they laid in the nook”
I had a dream of the perfect place where we could lay and I made it reality but you are still a dream and so I dream in the place where I wait, the nook









